Recently.....I've got some news from my family members, my Dad told me tat one of my
cousins is going to get his PHD, and aother one is the President of hotel(my Dad can't recall
which hotel it is...~"~) Actually, all my cousins have great achivements....doctor,
professor, journalist, lawyer, manager in big company.....cilcil servants would be the
major career in my family. Why...I can't get why they can do so well? All my pressure is
from them.....they do too well....to me, if I wanna exceed their achivements...I gotta work
harder and harder. But, to my understanding of my Dad...he doesn't want me work in
private personal company....even though sometimes I can earn lots of money, he won't feel
proud of me. His biggest hope toward me is that I can get Master in England, and also can
be a cilvil servant. Wat do I really want?? tell u the truth, I DON'T KNOW!!!
I don't know wat do I want for my future~~all I want is to have a happy life, and then I
don't have to worry about MONEY....I can buy wat I want...I can hang out with my
friends carefreely......I can travel!!!Traveling is the most big desire in my heart!
I can't bear just stay in one place for all my life, or can't go for a country where I wanna
visit. As I mentioned in my last article, FREEDOM is important to me^^